he gets the girl

&& im sitting against the brown bark of the tree, in the green grass covered by the orange && brown leaves that has fallen due to the windy weather . so many people surround me as I sketch in my notebook . girls of all shapes, complections, sizes && races roam along the sidewalk . && they all walk not noticing me at all . there either hugged up w. their nigga or not trying to pay me any attention at all. but then I spot the one . I've been lookin at her for so long each day . she sits on the wooden bench reading . all by herself . I see her as a goddess . she has that glow . her skin is like a caramel skin tone . eyes light brown that catches men vision from miles away . her hair is long && brown w. a few strands of black going about . her smile is as pure as the clouds . && her naturally glossy lips are its boundaries . as she turns the pages I go into a daydream . she comes over && she grab my face && gently kisses me . && I slide to my back side as she is now on top of me in the leaves . its like her caramel skin is all over my body as if together we made a caramel apple . she removed my v-neck && prompted her self on my abz . she began to suck on my neck as I nervously began to make my way to gripping her ass. she whispered in my ear "don't be scared ." I began to slowly remove her black leather jacket . && from there she removed her white blouse . there it was her in jeans && a black bra, w. her black g-string peaking out of her pants. .I removed her boots. as she took off her jeans . && I put her on her back side . she gripped my manly chest && her white french tips went inside of my skin . she was biting her lips in a gentle lustful way . I knew she wanted me. I wanted her too , but my day dream vanished as I came back to reality . && then as she sat on that bench we locked eyes . I set my notebook down && walked towards her && she sat her book down && walked towards me . but as I thought her beautiful eyes were set on my eyes I noticed they where stuck on the niggas vision that was comming behind me . they hugged && kissed 3 ft from me && he grabbed her shit && they began to walk as the rain came upon me. punishing me , beating me like I was a slave w. the water from the skies . I sat there && watched them walk as she turned around blew a kiss at me . as I stood in the rain I thought to my self "if I was yo man."